I’ve sat and pondered for so long that time has little to no meaning anymore, I’ve seen without eyes and I’ve heard without ears, I’ve even felt the deepest places upon this shallow Earth without hands to feel and I’ve tasted every last bit of what this world you call home has to offer, yet I have no mouth, no tongue, and no body that starves for these senses but I have experienced them all. I hear you ask, “then what, who are you?”; I am the very thing you breath in and out every single day of your life, without question you assume I will be there always, without one single thought you take your breaths of what you call fresh AIR and you sigh and think this smells wonderful. Do I, for truth be told I have no smell, I have no colour and no need to be either for I just am, every day I am and every night I still am, do you know that I may not have a heart that beats as yours does but I feel and I know one day I will have a smell and I will have colour and I will feel thick or thin and in the end I can say I’ve done my part, I’ve done my duty. I was here day in and day out, I was here when there was no one and I was here the very first time something hit my invisible lungs and sucked me in whole. I tried to fight, I tried and failed, you see I brought forth lightning and thunder and rain to filter the impurities out but more came and so I fought harder. I brought hurricanes and twisters to suck up the dirt and the ground to help strain the garbage from my introverted shape I do not hold and still no one heard my cries. Even though I stirred up winds strong enough to bring cities to their knees; I have tried. I still try even though I feel I am failing you, but you are failing me too. We’ve heard the word “green” and we’ve felt the little changes but something big needs to happen, for without I there would be no you and without you there would be no need for me. “Recycle Reduce Reuse”, these are just words that fall upon ears that have never ever existed, to truly do something, a change is in order, bring us back to simple truths and humble beginnings and find the meaning of living again. In the end I will be there and I will be clean again. My lungs will be whole and my words will fill this vast land again and the smell you sense will be clean and whole and we will be one. Pull up those sleeves of yours whether you have the courage to stand or not and work with me, be with me, and see the true colours this world this life of many has to offer. Breathe deep, breathe long and hard and repeat. Just don’t take for granted what I have for thee.

A message channelled Feb 19, 2008

There are so many meanings to this one little word, with so few who truly understand it and live it each day. I watched others who think they understand the meaning that is family, but with great disappointment I finally turned my eyes away. We’ve grown up in a world that states family is; “a set of relations”; how can one argue with such logic, you should. Nowadays, one can adopt a child and that is not a relation; therefore, it is not family as we classify it, but does your heart not ache when the child leaves, or breaks when the child falls and begins to cry, does it not fill with joy when the child reaches a new height of glory in it’s own life? When you see a child that is without, what does your heart say? When we see true happiness come over the face of what we call a stranger, what does your heart say? When in the true times of need, does one ever need to ask for help, or is someone you least expect there to help? I ask, how then can that not be family, how then can you deny a relation of the souls that a simple DNA test would state; “No Relations Here”? Simply the true meaning of Family that we as a whole have forgotten that I was sent a message to tell.

For Family is a simple word that can no longer be defined as a relation as a DNA strand that holds the bonds between Mother and Daughter, Father and Son, and down the ladder that is your Family tree.

I awoke this morning on Christmas Eve, the day that my very own heart has forgotten with a simple message to tell all… “Look around for every Man and Woman, for every Child that lays upon this very Earth is your Family, that when you wake tomorrow and thank God for your day, remember it is not simply the people that stand before you that shares this moment of true happiness but those who stand upon this world we call home.”

I realized that even though my heart was not filled for this day we choose to call Christmas, it was beginning to fill with a hope that one day it would be filled again.

Family: the world which we call home holds so much that one can only say the true meaning of this word is vast and small at the same time. For this word holds no race, no colour, no species, and no judgment. It’s true meaning so states this is everyone and everything that exists within the heart of Earth and the soul of Mother Earth and the very essence of the source. For we are all the children and are all still learning.

To my Family, I give you this gift, a gift that only Family can say and not be judged upon. Love from my heart to your very own, may the love of the source and Mother Earth be with you this day and all that follow.